hi, happy may ^^

i think this is gonna be the hardest month for me in the uni,
cause i'm working on my last assignment of the last semester on the last year, the final of all final... *sigh*

but this is also the most inspiring month for me, here n in the RL,
it's always tear my heart, the fact that in this inspiring moment,
when my drawing need is at the peak, i have not time at all to deal with it... *sob*
it broken my heart, n lead me into frustration...

i found many inspiring things this month,
and those vivid images, many many images of what picture i want to draw, fill my head completely...
seriously, it looked like u could see many screenshots of a movie inside your head...

and i become restless, i have hard time trying to sleep,
(those images turn around in my head, making my brain works all the time)
and i have no appetite too...T_T

but the priority and the fact is my assignment at uni...
and that will separate me from my drawing need... at least a month...

really a hard time, restless, sad n heart broken...
(but somehow joyful because of the inspiration)
i really want to cry because of this complicated felling that killing me...
just please support me...
sorry for being so emo, but my friends, please be there for me...

and i'll be back and become better me with lighter feeling =>

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